Another breakthrough. Or at least one that’s making sense and gets me excited to actually do it.
I grew out my eyebrows so I could start with a clean slate. I’m HispanicLite, so I have some amazing eyebrow powers.
It was torture growing them out. They get so big and bushy and the most terrible discovery, I have grey eyebrow hairs!!
I finally got them waxed yesterday. I’m feeling pretty bitchin’ today:
As I was putting on my facepaint this morning, I realized waxing my eyebrows is like revising my novel. Yeah, it hurts and I cringe and my face gets a bit red and puffy, but I feel better and I look better. And we could have this whole talk about the patriarchy and beauty standards or whatever, but, it’s nice to feel nice.
And as far as the novel revision goes, yeah, it’s hard and it hurts sometimes. But you rip off that strip of wax and all these stray words come off. It’s clean and sleek.
This revision of Canary is coming along. I am ripping out so many stray hairs. I’m still using the big strips of wax. The tweezers will be coming out soon. But for now, I’m looking at it in a new way. And, while it hurts, I can see an end product. I’m feeling it today.
And, like eyebrows (mine at least), if I rip too much out, just give it a little time and it will grow right back (or maybe just check my Trash folder in Scrivener. It’s all the same 😉 )
And my enormous eyes are terrifying and hysterical at the same time, so I’m going to leave them 😂🤣😂🤣